Today is your birthday and it kills me that I can't call you and sing to you in my horrific tone deaf voice, or find a song a play it on your voice mail that you really hate. Instead, I will look to the skies, know that you're probably having the best birthday ever. There are days that I know I am really healing from the inside out, then today happens and the pain is just a raw as it was close to 6 months ago. I know that I have to go on living for you, but I need to go on living for myself. And I know I would expect the same of you or any one else if the situation was different. I love you little bro, and I miss you terribly. Your big sis, Jillie
Beanie! !!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm here and can't figure a damn thing out. But I will.....my crusty rusty brain will get this thing up and running.
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